It's not often I decide to do vent art, but when a strong emotion like this one hits you, you can't just wallow in it. (If you're wondering why she's naked it's just a part of the feeling of such a raw emotion. Any mask you might have been wearing fades, you cry as yourself. Always. )
If you read my newest journal entry (here: [link]
) you know that one of my good friends on gaiaonline just passed away due to a rare type of tumor.
I didn't know Futa THAT well, but we RPed on Gaia for a couple of years, which dew us pretty close with our scheming and whatnot. *smiles nostalgically* Anyway, when I was checking through my messages on Gaia, I found a few guild announcements that shocked me... Futa was dead. It felt so surreal. I hadn't gotten on Gaia in about five days or so, and when I did... I found out something that sad. *lets out a deep breath* I tried very hard to keep from crying for my sake and those around me, but in the end, I let it all out in the form of art.
You will be dearly missed, Jessica.
I would dedicate a song to this, but I find that too cliche' to remember someone by, so I'll just tell you I'm calming down listening to some soothing Snow Patrol. ^^
Any trolls that are feeling cocky and decide to comment will regret ever finding this piece. I'm not in the mood to deal with you today. That doesn't mean you'll get a response, but I will find a way to make you pay for disgracing her memory.